Please Don't Go©

The thought of you leaving
Only opens up crack holes deep
It only makes me pop the pills on 3
Staggering mentally
Downhill of idiocrasies
Please, please don’t go
Don’t you see how much I love you?

I’ve loved you more than myself
I’ve loved you from midnight to midday
I’ve loved you the moment
You fucked me in my bed
My love is priceless
Yet death is the lines we walk

Baby please don’t go
Because these chains I don’t wanna break
This heart I don’t wanna ache
These scars are too permanent
For someone else to bare

So bare with me
Throughout my flaws and fears
With my 10 feet baggage
Dragging along the stairs

With your love
Help me to cure this disease
Because only you can explore
This heart on repeat

While I scream “please don’t go”
You storm out the door
To seek a show
Now our neighbours
Justify their assumption
That we are vagabonds
That fights war and tribulation

You echoed in the street
Your forbidden love for me
The nights you’ve cheated
Somehow that didn’t affected me
Because we are one and the same
In the cheating department

So I begged you to stay
But the more I scream in different octaves
The faster you ran away
From this miserable home
That you desperately wanna break


Written and copyright by: Grace Aitcheson

My Diary©

My mind is "My Diary"

Where all thoughts, imaginations,
actions are kept locked away

I rewrite all my secrets to my mind

Pouring out my entire soul,

Because it’s the only one I know will keep them

Even when the world doesn't understands

I can sit with my diary

We analyze life together, the world as it is!

We make decisions

My diary

My possession

My obsession 

When I’ve been abandoned,
thrown away, scared, afraid

I can count on my dairy, to keep me safe

It’s my solace….My history

My memories… My companion

The one that hurts when I hurt

Knows when I’m about to cry

When I morph

Being happy, sad 

And even when I’m being a bad, bad girl

My diary celebrates with me

Experience life with me

Its like my skin, it’s always with me

When I’m being good, it encourages me to conquer

Cheering me to don't stop, aim high 

When my mood is at a high

I can choose what chapter of my diary to read

I skip; uproot deep dark memories just to fit any occasion

And even if some secrets are being faded,
forgotten my diary present itself

I'm wrapped around my diary

I crave every inch

Especially when I’m in lusting mood

Because only my dairy can tell you

When that sweet nectar starts to run

Get high, wanting every inch of a human being

My dairy can tell you my true feelings

When I’m lost for words

When I’m shy

And if for any reason someone taps in

They will see things just the way they are

No pretense