Free Flow Mind@

You don't know what you've done to me
You inconspicuous peasant
You've ripped out a part of my soul
that cannot be replaced


You're forever tattooed in my mind
the more I scrape you from my chest
the more you grow like a flower
blooming in my garden


Your face remain a constant imagery
captivating by memories
I wish it wasn't so beautiful
your eyes piercing the depth of my being
your smile igniting my thoughts


I can't fathom this love
It drives me insane
sometimes I can't stand
that I want you
but you sabotage this body
making it yours to keep


I need to erase you from my thoughts
you incoherent bastard
you've done enough damage
to burn this empty inconsistent soul


I wanna break free from loving you
free from weeping at nights
free from the venoms of your soul
so I can love again
so today
I will face you, my fears
yet again for the
200th day
7 hours
6 minutes
and 20 seconds